I was in Kansas City this past week to help my grandfather with his book and
was trying to meet up with a friend while in town. She was running a 5K at the Kansas City temple and we were
planning to meet afterwards. As we were messaging each other on Thursday, I
decided to just join her for the race. I
have run a couple of 5Ks but I’ve had a long series of injuries the last couple
of years that have consistently derailed my running plans so I wasn’t entirely
sure that I could do it.
It was a beautiful day and the scenery was lovely. I was there early and had plenty of
time to stretch (which I think was a really big help). I unfortunately couldn’t find my friend
so I ran the race alone and took it quite slow since my goal was simply to run
without aggravating my old injuries.
As usual with a race, the jovial energy of the crowd was contagious and
the weather made for a nice jog.
The race began on the backside of the temple and went over
the freeway overpass and along a road lined with a pleasant meadow and
horses. Just at the point in the
run when I started to tire and question the wisdom of running without any training,
the course changed directions and I was now oriented back towards the
temple. The Kansas City temple is
a beautiful building that rises beautifully among undeveloped prairie land on a
small hill. Seeing that
magnificent building before me helped me stay engaged and motivated to press on
just a little harder. As I ran
towards the temple, I was less aware that I was going uphill (I usually have a
mental hurdle with hills of any kind).
But even more than that, I felt that I was making progress and getting
closer to the place I want to be.
That motivation helped me finish faster than I expected.
This race was symbolic for me. The temple represents my eternal goals and the things that
are most important to me in life: family and faith. By looking toward the temple, the hurdle before me (the
little hill) was somehow easier and I could see that I could continue on
despite my fatigue and concerns of injury. I was struck by how much harder it was to run when I was facing
away from the temple. That moment
was a good reminder that maintaining my focus on what is most important makes
everything easier and gets me closer to my ultimate goal.
I remember a General Conference talk from years ago that
talked about how you will never be lost if you can see the temple (https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2009/04/sacred-homes-sacred-temples?lang=eng&query=lost+temple).
Church leaders have regularly
talked about how we should have pictures of the temple in our home and I’m
embarrassed to say that I didn’t heed that counsel until recently. A couple of months ago, I was given a
gift card and purchased four prints of the temple and posted them in our three
bedrooms and my teaching studio.
It surprised me to feel the effect of those simple prints in informing
my choices and helping me feel stronger.
One day last month, I was having a particularly hard day. I glanced at the picture of the temple
and suddenly the challenges no longer seemed insurmountable and I knew I would
have the strength to get through.
I’m grateful for the temple: for what it represents and the
promises made there. This simple
run was a wonderful reminder of what that special place means to me.
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